I just need a cute, nice, funny KC boy. Someone who wants to be with me, but does his own thing and gives me space. Someone who can be my best friend, but I can come home, smoke, cuddle, and have great sex with. That’s impossible to find, I swear.

Lawrence tomorrow to see the only ginger I would ever consider dating. His gorgeous blue eyes, unf. But it’ll be fun. Going to his friend’s partying, cuddling that night <3 Love my life.

Tonight, I’d kill to just kick it with someone chill. No drama, no bullshit, just relaxing and fun. And if someone were to cuddle, that’d be bomb as fuck too. This empty apartment all weekend is getting boring and lonely :(

I just need to find a cute boy in KC to cuddle with. For real. I’m sick of being lonely.

Things are finally starting to look up…

Today was damn near about the perfect day.

1. Payday

2. Got out of class super early

3. Went to Manhattan

4. Smoked hella lot

5. Cajun food

6. Had a good cuddle buddy applicant

7. Started talking to a super sweet guy who I’ve always seen at parties I’ve been at back home, we just never actually talked. Talked all night last night until I passed out, saw him today, and even though I was quiet as fuck cause I was high and was shy as fuck, he still texted me after I left. Like you are winning sir, I will come see you again next week.

8. Found out my best friend and I are getting our own apartment just the 2 of us next week. Fuck other roommates bitches

9. Got back to the city and got Taco Bell.

Time for a shower and bed :)

Just so everyone knows…boys suck :) But I’m still stuck trying to find a good one to cuddle with like damn.

I’d kill to smoke and cuddle tonight.

Ooooh and now someone to cuddle with? Yes!? Eeek. That’d be perfect.

I’m so happy with everything right now, except that fact that I still don’t have you. Like fuck you for making me fall for you so damn hard. What happened to you saying you could probably never stay mad at me very long? Like shit, I know I made a mistake. Ugh, I just need sex and someone to cuddle with. That’ll solve everything.

I would love for once to just cuddle with a guy without him trying to get into my pants. Like obviously I think you’re attractive or I wouldn’t have let you get into my bed to cuddle, but can I just for once not have to rush into physical stuff, especially when I just want to cuddle with you…no feelings, nothing more, just cuddle with each other when we’re lonely. Needless to say I’m sleeping alone tonight.

I just want somebody to make me breakfast, especially scrambled eggs cause that sounds fire, give me a shoulder massage and tell me sweet things, cuddle with me and watch (500) Days of Summer, give me forehead kisses and fall asleep right now.

I hate being a horrible lonely person.

I really wish I had someone to come over, cuddle, and watch Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close with me. I just adore this movie and cuddling. Takers?